INSECURITIES, 
Encountered every single night, 
My sentiments is all that I could think of. 
This clenched feelings, vivid faith but I know I'll fail, 
Scintillating hearts, covered in vile. 

Craving for contentment, these satisfactions neglect my eagerness, 
Seeking [bad word] dejected by uncertainty. 
I've crossed to the side, where my anxiety keeps me in [bad word]  
Forced down to the ground, on my knees I weep I beg of thee! 

Sinking in grief I sleep, gazing vibrant haze in seas, floating still, mourning in deep, conceiving endlessly. 
Weary eyes I get from being jaded half of my life. 
Wanting to know how happiness could bring, I climb myself uninspired. 

Haunting my surroundings, exhausting believing. 
Conquering my instincts, cunningly slick, I hoped for vindication but it was an error [bad word]  
I just need my self belief, relieving me will just shatter me. 

Sinking in grief I sleep, gazing vibrant haze in seas, floating still, mourning in deep, endlessly. 

I JUST NEED MY SELF BELIEF, RELIEVING ME WILL JUST SHATTER ME! FRACTURE ME! 

I just needed my self belief, relieving me will just shatter me, fracture me instead, I've [bad word] to it. 
Weary eyes I get from being jaded half of my life. 
Wanting to know how happiness could bring, I climb myself uninspired.