Its almost like you had it planned its like you smiled and shook my hand
And said hey Im about to [bad word] you over big time
And what was I supposed to do I was stuck in between you and a hard place
We wont talk about the hard place

But I dont blame you anymore thats too much pain to store
It left me half dead inside my head
And boy looking back I see Im not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind it saved my life

Its how you wanted it to be
Its like you played a joke on me and I lost a friend in the end
And I think that I cried for days but now that seems light years away
And Im never going back to who I was

Cause I dont blame you anymore thats too much pain to store
It left me half dead inside my head
And boy looking back I see Im not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind it saved my life

I think that I cried for days but now that seems light years away
And Im never going back to who I was

Cause I dont blame you anymore thats too much pain to store
It left me half dead inside my head
And boy looking back I see Im not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind it saved my life

That life seems like light years away light years away
And that life seems like light years away light years away