To Say Goodbye

Diving deep in this afterglow
I will never ease my pain
There's the way to [bad word] my world
With the crying of the rain
Drinking in my depressive room
I am thrown with no choice 
There's the way to aggravate my doom
With the sound of your voice

Fly to your redemption through my eyes
I try to save myself in lies
I try to drown my mind in wine
To say goodbye…

“Listen to your crazy heart!”
I still hear these words inside
I look around but no one is near
To inflame my inner light
Echoes of silence of the night
Slowly turn into the groan
Where are you when I drown in blight?
I am dying here alone

I try to forget the scent of your body
And shining of your eyes
I try to engrave this damned “afterparty”
Within self-promised lies
I try to forget…

Fly to your redemption through my eyes
I try to save myself in lies
I try to drown my mind in wine
To say goodbye…