Today I woke up in the morning and felt thirsty
I drank a glass of water but it didn’t help
I poured myself some milk but it didn’t help
I came up with an idea about a cup of coffee
little bit of caffeine would be not out of place
It might be pretty useful if you can not find your face

And I felt so right
My day became bright

I take a telephone and dial your phone number
I want to hear your voice or blurt out [bad word] 
towel is on my hair; my body’s wet and nude
I feel so anxious and nervous and my [bad word] 
little bit of nicotine would be not out of place
It might be pretty useful if you can not calm your nerves

Save your words that I can’t understand.
When you say something warm I feel sad.
When I’m thinking of you
I feel coldness and blue
And it’s tearing me up from inside.

One year since you’re not in my life.
One tear to forget you passed by.
One coffee to wake me at night.
Eternity to do everything right.