I'm counting down the days 'til I can get the [bad word] out of this place
 I swear I'm [bad word] back 'cause I found everything that I lack
 I [bad word] in a land far away
 Where I don't feel like I've got a foot in the grave

 It's not about you, it's about me
 Leave me alone

 I'm so sick of fighting with every single person that I know
 And I'm so sick of lying and burying myself in a hole
 I just want to fill that tank up and drive
 It's the only thing that still makes me feel alive

 I don't think I'll ever make it out alive
 So I might as well just kill myself tonight
 I don't want to
 But I don't see any other way