I gotta get through this [bad word] (strait up)
Mama told me that there would be days like this (strait up)
You know it's easy to forget what my purpose is
(strait up)
Just when I feel like everything's cool
My drama starts to surface (strait up)
And all that drama it's hard to not let it blind you
You gotta put that fake [bad word] behind you
Don't let your enemies remind of that time you [bad word] up
My boy would've told you to shut the [bad word] up
(strait up)
I see fools laughing and i wanna cry
I see fools living it up and I wanna die
 [bad word] I feel like I got one foot in the grave already
I feel like jesus is out to get me
Test me, and watch me fail
But I know it's not too late for me
He told me there's more out there than just hate for me
I see you on a painted road and I miss you
I see can't see you but I feel you, I feel your soul, you know this
No matter what I know you still have my back
Yeah, I know where you're at

I love everything, I lost everything
I want everything, I lose everything
I hate everything...(strait up)
Yeah, I know where you're at

I can't find you, I can't see you, I can't find you
Why? back up shut up disappear
What? shut up wake up I'm over here what?

Yeah I woke up and I and cursed the day (strait up)
I woke up and I prayed for this pain in my chest to go away
Jesus he just laughed at me and said my life was a tragedy
And I was lost for all eternity
Say [bad word] #39; why you forsaken me?
Maybe you're breaking my heart (strait up)
If I could go back and start over again
And have one good friend
 [bad word] I'd take that [bad word] to the top (strait up)
And never stop (strait up)
Bring that [bad word] back again yeah [bad word] 
Just one good friend
I've over [bad word] back now and show me how
I don't care anymore
I can't, I can't take it, close to the edge
And I'm breaking down
Yeah you see me breaking down

Everyday another liar, [bad word] another thief
Prepare yourself for much more sorrow
Depend on much more grief

Wake up, get up, walk away! Why, Why!!