If I could I would rewrite the concepts of never ending memories out of context fading visuals of lethal injections and the most beautiful angels who dwell at the doors of infinity and cry rivers of blood that envelop me I suffocate for the ones who cannot breathe i'll scream and shatter my soul just to believe i'll tear apart my own vision and tranquility to blindly twitch under moonlit divinity if the sky opens up and you levitate open your arms rise don't be afraid In the darkest night what a beautiful sight as the impossible does blind you softly falling out of the sky knife deep in your eyes the impossible does blind you softly syncopation reacts and the spine retracts and the impossible does blind you softly with two holes in my head and one in my heart everyone can see inside me How Far Down Do You Wanna Go? How Far Down? close your eyes and inhale the voice of forever exposed in fright colliding fused interlocking exposed in fright I travel on at mind-bending velocities way past the assumed unapproachable infinity [bad word] a nonexistent molecular atrocity gather remains suffocate resurrect I just don't believe I crawl I scratch I beg and I still pray misery enveloping and suffocating never-ending corneas accumulating staring back at me and I fall for it so deep never has there ever been another being that without words can carve circles inside me spoken in tongues so deviant that I fall for the reasons and treasons that mutate like [bad word] to somehow emulate the feelings that do trickle down my spine in sickening rituals the visuals that repeat in my minds eye echoing below
the voices and the choices that bring my will back down to its knees colliding with the evidence that I suffer when I cannot see blinded by psychotic neurotic deafening psychosis that will not stop until [bad word] something so sick oh would you mind if I carve you gently oh could I gouge out your eyes softly oh would you mind if I [bad word] you softly oh could I somehow scream you to sleep emulate evaporate the consequence of false events and calculate the stimulant hypothesis scratching out my own eyes choke and twitch sow the stitch from the memories of all of this these are all the holes that I bleed to feed with hate and greed for I can still not for the life of me satisfy the hunger it burns So where's the love that I need forever when those walls do collapse?