I sold my soul but just for a while
I did change my lifestyle
Changed [bad word] of a simple game
Coz instead of success I chose fame
They said "who you wanna be so far?"
"look at u u already live like a star"
U party hard, harder than anyone
drinking doing [bad word] seems like fun.
I thought its cool, I felt that strength
But I didnt know this periods length 
Now Im tryna hold, tryna hold my breathe 
Coz I feel ma-ma body is stressed

I've been to places u've never been
I saw the things u neva saw
The reality just dissapeared
I felt like I neva felt before
It makes you feel [bad word] gud [bad word] nice
That feelin was chased
At the same time it kills ur mind
In a disgrace

Pink veins, red eyes, remedy
MD, cocaine, LSD
Heatbeat, heavy breathe, easy cough
One line, one pill not enough

My eyes shakin, my normalitys brakin
But Im still chosin, stop waking
stop wakin me up and my mind
I feel like Imma child
young strong crazy and wild
But Imma growin up and it should be fine
And I see its mine, my endless ride
I dont rememba the times when I cried
Me and my [bad word] like groom and bride.