I've been waiting for so long, but now scared of start
It's first time in my life when the best way's - to depart,
'cause anything I do is done to hurt you
But you deserve it, I swear, u deserve it!
Drive me crazy, make me mad
Freak out - and still self-defend
Holy-hellish brother-lover
Sober-minded, eyed-ab(s)cent
Even if [bad word] away, riding hundred-miles-per-hour
Can't escape from myself, break in, return power
Who, the [bad word]  you R (bite my heart - eat my brain)
Why so close? Why so far? (Repeat again 'n again)
I am tired to death (but I have to abstain)
There's your hate bleeding out of your soul:
of my vein.