Broken down by myself, too weak to make another step
I want to know who I’ve [bad word]  who I will never be again in my false life
Who I’ll never be again

While life goes on and on
 [bad word] 
Wish I could stay while [bad word] away
Wish I could find the words to say
And take the blame, but [bad word] away
Away from me

Looking back and seeing almost nothing
It’s killing me inside
I want to go as far as possible, and never bleed again and find a place to crawl into

And never hear a thing
 [bad word] 
From me, from me

And if someone will criticize, I don’t mind
And if someone will mesmerize, I don’t mind
I’m doing what I’m supposed to, and feeling alive
I’m taking my last chance to ever capture the light
 [bad word] (x 2)