There was so much to doubt
and as you kept me out
I wouldn't let you go

 [bad word] to your defence but nothing made much sense
so much I didn't know

But I can't face my life without you
and now I know the whole [bad word] 
The demon that's to blame
and every day that I'm without you
I know that you'll pull through like a phoenix from the flames

The journey will give rise to those who criticise
and fail to lend a hand
may all the while unkind and cast a stone half blind
find ways to understand

But I can't face my life without you
and now I know the whole [bad word] 
The demon that's to blame
and every day that I'm without you
I know that you'll pull through like a phoenix from the flames

It's like the [bad word] out and I've been here before
and now [bad word] back home [bad word] home to me