Don't wanna be sly and abide you 
Desecrate my mind every night 'n' you 
I just wanna break this ground, but it's hard when I'm [bad word] down 
And you're so cynical, narcissistic cannibal 
Trying to bring myself back again 

Sometimes I hate the life I made 
Everything's wrong everytime 
Pushing on I can't escape 
Everything [bad word] my way 
It's haunting me, taking it's sweet time 

Holding on I'm lost in a haze. 
Fighting life till the end of my days.

Don't wanna [bad word] but I have to. 
Nothings good about the [bad word] you put me through 
I just need to look around, see the life that [bad word] unbound. 
And you're so cynical, narcissistic cannibal 
Trying to bring myself back from the dead 

Sometimes I hate the life I made 
Everything's wrong everytime 
Pushing on I can't escape everything [bad word] my way. 
It's haunting me, taking it's sweet time. 

Sometimes I hate the life I made 
Everything's wrong everytime 
Pushing on I can't escape everything [bad word] my way. 
It's haunting me, taking it's sweet time. 

Holding on I'm lost in a haze. 
Fighting life till the end of my days. 

Holding on I'm lost in a haze. 
Fighting life till the end of my days.