If i get tired and frightened 
At the bottom of my mind 
Clawing out the insides 
Knowing what's behind 
If i get bored you'll see me 
Wearing out my face 
You know it isn't easy 
Filling up that space  [bad word] and faded 
Suddenly [bad word] 
Crawling back to you 
Something cold 
Slipping through 
And i know it couldn't stay 
Here another day 
And i don't need to 
I don't need to ever know the way 
It's only when you hold me 
That sometimes i'd forget 
Kicking back the outsides 
And take what i can get 
It's the way you move your body 
pleasent cold release 
It makes me think it's dirty 
When i'm on my knees  [bad word] and faded 
Suddenly [bad word] 
Crawling back to you 
Well something cold 
Slipping through 
And i know it couldn't stay 
Here another day 
And i don't need to 
I don't need to ever know the way 
I never ever lost control 
I never ever lost control 
In a light shining 
In a quiet end 
I know i never ever lost control