dream from the subconsciousness.

 [bad word] fast when I`m awake.
This isn`t great, it`s my mistake.
World rolls around me and my life.
My [bad word] back every sleepless night.

When I return the social can recieve me
But I hate all of this people again
They look at me for the lowest being
I`m not afraid to biggest recess
 

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I rise with thought of infinity and I learn this lesson. 

Who am I? And where am I going? 
That is not for me, I want to drop it.
Everytime I think about death and my life
My torments kills me from the inside.

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I rise with thought of infinity and I learn this lesson.