I learned a lot this year. 
Confrontation is something I no longer fear. 
I’m sick of spilling my guts out on this page. 
So I’ll say it right now to your face.
I won’t hold back from saying things I want to. 
I can’t, I can’t let it build up inside. 
I won’t hold back saying things I need to. 
I’ve held this in for so long and wasted time. 
I won’t hold back from saying things like: 
I love you, I hate you, or I wish that you were mine. 
I love you, I hate you, or I wish that you would die. 
And although these things should be weighing down on me, 
I’m still the happiest I’ll ever be.