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Wish I had someone to call him father.
Wish one day he said - forgive me, son.
Days go by but still I’m here shamming
As if I had never known this pain [bad word] 
Do you remember my name?
Can you feel like I feel?
'cause your own blood [bad word] through my veins!
This kind of loneliness we have to bear now
Are you happy?   

Will your heart stand still just for a second,
If you recognize me in the crowd?
Still I’ve got your only gift – the void. 
Hope I'll never hear this from my child: [bad word] 
Do you remember my name?
Can you feel like I feel?
'cause your own blood [bad word] through my veins!
This kind of loneliness I can’t escape 
However I try. It takes me…

BRAKEDOWN:
I never felt
          my rear secured
It feels like point 
           of no return!
 [bad word] 
Do you remember my name?
Can you feel like I feel?
'cause your own blood [bad word] through my veins!
This kind of loneliness we have to bear now