I been ignoring this big lump in my throat
 I shouldn't be crying, tears were for the weaker days
 I'm stronger now, or so I say
 That's something missing

 Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two sided mirror
 Whatever it is, it's just laughing at me
 And I just wanna scream

 [bad word] ] 
 What now? I just can't figure it out
 What now? I guess I'll just wait it out (Wait it out)
 What now? Ohhhh, What now?

 I found the one, he changed my life
 But was it me that changed
 And he just happened [bad word] at the right time?
 I'm supposed to be in love
 But I'm numb again

 Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two sided mirror
 Whatever it is, it's just sitting there and laughing at me
 And I just wanna scream

 [bad word] ]
 What now? I just can't figure it out
 What now? I guess I'll just wait it out (Wait it out)
 What now? Please tell me!
 What now?

 [Bridge:]
 There's no one to call cause im just playing games with them all
 The most where I'm happy, the more that I'm feeling alone
 Cause I spent every hour just going through the motions
 I can't even get the emotions [bad word] out
 Dry as a bone, but I just wanna shout

 [bad word] ] 
 What now? I just can't figure it out
 What now? I guess I'll just wait it out (Wait it out)
 What now? Somebody tell me
 What now?

 I don't know where to go
 I don't know what to feel
 I don't know how to cry
 I don't know ow ow why 

 I don't know where to go
 I don't know what to feel
 I don't know how to cry
 I don't know ow ow why

 I don't know where to go
 I don't know what to feel
 I don't know how to cry
 I don't know ow ow why

 So what now?