Ready?!

Always the hard way - and i'm ok with this 
Never alone with my hatred - that's a mutual bliss
 Glad got the chance to change my life - it gone wrong for so many years In this moment [bad word] clearly -am i totally [bad word] up or blessed 

 Bridge

 And i will suffer to [bad word] harder 
 [bad word] all the smiles and godlike games 
Once my life became a resistance 
There is no place [bad word] 

  [bad word] 

And i am Ready, ready, ready - ready for resistance
   It will be long road - it will be endless for a blind 
My believe less than zero - got to stick tight to my kind
 My head is out of ideas - don't know what i pursue 
No way will pray for redemption - better spit my rage on you