Tonight i'll lose everything
I think i love
In a blink of an eye
Distorted vision will leave me blind
Show me what's right

It's been a cold hard reality check
To live in denial
Of things i regret
I always feel like my [bad word] to haunt me
Thoughts of you
Keep me clinging
Onto the worst
Of my consciousness
After every word
There is nothing left
Except flesh, skin, bones and the worms
Sic feet below me
But i'll never learn
I'll makes the same mistakes as them!

Going down a path with nowhere to go
Will i find my way back home?
I'll watch the sunset at the end of the road
Will i find the way back home?

I am the wanderer
Of seven days
Making excuses on how i'hr faded away.
You can be my empathy
When it's all said and done
Would you understand me?
Don't be foolish
This is not what it seems
I'm in a perfect world,
But it's only a dream.
I'm not sure on where to  begin
Or where this will end.
Self-loathing man,
Where have you been?
Self-loathing man,
Where have you been?

Full circle [bad word] back around
You need to hear me out
Before you express your doubt's
I am not
machine
I'm an imperfect human being

I can live with myself
After all this time i finally feel alive
No more longing for sympathy
Cause i found the [bad word] meaning
Of lost time being blind
I'll accept the mistakes in my life

Cause we can learn as we go
No one is perfect
But there's still room to grow

Going down a path with nowhere to go
Will i find my way back home?
I'll watch the sunset at the end of the road
Will i find the way back home?

Tonight i'll lose everything i always loved
In a blink of an eye
Tonight i'll gain everything i've always loved
In a blink of an eye