When will you see there's no way
out for you and me
it's not a game
every [bad word] day
Face to face with adversity
it all get worse for you and me
Nights are short, days get long
I feel my will to fight pass on
And all those around me
empty lives surround me
They all suck me in
they drain all my will to live
Your walls are closing in
You're seeing less of yourself
in your own skin
What has [bad word] of you 
You feel a change in your mind
You feel apart from your kind
Alone with your [bad word] In the twilight of your youth
Don't try to count my sins
I don't know where to begin
So sad and so [bad word] blew all my wishes on you
But now I'm looking back
can't believe I played that act
My heart was green 
my eyes were fresh
uneasy in my own flesh
And we're never going back
We'll never see those days again
I don't know which way
the future will go
I don't care any more
I just gotta let it go