I don’t even want to breathe now
 All I want to do is close my eyes
 I don’t want to open them again
 Till I’m standing on the other side

 I don’t even want to be right now
 I don’t want to think another thought
 I don’t want to feel this pain I feel
 Right now pain is all I’ve got
 It feels like its all I’ve got
 But I know that its not
 Oh I know you’re all I’ve got

 And I will [bad word] you, I’ll [bad word] you
 [bad word] you God, I will
 Even when I don’t understand
 Even then I will say again
 You are my God
 And I will [bad word] You

 God I’m longing for the day [bad word]  When this cloudy glass I’m looking through
 Is shattered in a million pieces
 And finally I can just see You
 God you know I believe its [bad word]  I know I will see you
 But until the day I do

 And I will [bad word] you, I’ll [bad word] you
 [bad word] you God, I will
 Even when I don’t understand
 Even then I will say again
 You are my God
 And I will [bad word] You

 And with every breath I take
 And for every day that breaks
 I will [bad word] you
 I will [bad word] you
 and when nothing is making sense
 Even then I will say again
 God I [bad word] You
 I will [bad word] You

 I know your heart is good
 I know your love is strong
 I know your plans for me
 Are much better than my own

 So I will [bad word] you, I’ll [bad word] you
 I [bad word] you God, I will
 Even when I can’t see the end

 And I will [bad word] you, I will [bad word] you. I will
 Even when I don’t understand
 Even then I will say again
 I will [bad word] you, I will [bad word] you. I will

 I know your heart is good
 your love is strong
 your plans for me
 Are better than my own
 yeah your heart is good
 your love is strong
 your plans for me
 Are better than my own

 And I will [bad word] you
 You are my God
 I will [bad word] you