Hopeless
For what is [bad word] I have drifted too far away
To get back to my life
Rewind these years
I have [bad word] everything that I feared

Release my hands
I’ve lost control
My guilt [bad word] me
As I face this [bad word]  [bad word] The silence surrounds me
This empty shell
Remains of me
Awake the living drone
Will you breathe
Life into my veins
Open my eyes
To a life awake

Fear death
As the seconds pass
I can't hold my thoughts
To make them last
To be eternal within my mind
I watch the blue sky trade
With the scarlet rain
 [bad word]