Here I am sleeping alone

Away from the world

I know my voice can’t be heard

And I awoke fighting for help

But I'm drowned out

By the screams of those

Who’ve finally lost their minds

And the rest of their lives

Honestly if there's not a chance in [bad word] 
I might as well admit myself.

You're under my skin and over my head.

I'm hearing these voices in my dreams.

Its over and over

I'm afraid I'll never escape.

You and your words sound so bitter

Can you remember the last time they weren't?

Is this something that I deserve?

The palms of my hands are bleeding again

Here I am locked in this room

Holding onto my life

I know if I ever survive

You will see the monster inside

But I swear to you they’ve led me

They led me to this

Cause I almost lost my mind

And the rest of my life.

Honestly if there's not a chance in [bad word] 
I might as well admit myself.

You're under my skin and over my head.

I'm hearing these voices in my dreams.

Its over and over

I'm afraid I’m going insane.

Is this my fault?

Did I bring this upon myself?

I can't go on without your help

And I tried to believe that I’d make it on my own

I'm [bad word] the man

You tried to destroy for years

Which would be worse

To live my life as a monster

Or to die as a good man?