Can you handle the devil's trial?

In the maze of infinite thoughts
I can realize many things
Through revelation of wisdom
a touch of the blackest [bad word] And I realized that He found me so long time ago
even when I didn't know about His presence
and suddenly I found out what I am looking for
And that was Him!
whose names are so many
I believe in reflection of Devil in countless shapes
In every occurrence, in every deed
It's far below the scars!
Burning wrath inside my veins
No word can describe it
And not everyone can sense it
Will You see the moment when Your trial begins?
What else has to happen to make you believe me?
Every day, every single moment
I see it...
Words without deeds
miserable pleasures instead
And I wait in silence
Watching you turning into my enemy
One after another
And I hear Devil's laughter
Your path leads nowhere
And time will reveal the [bad word] One day or another
So live forever with the dream of might you will never find
Just one of my days is better than that...