this is where i found out i was 
the boiling of the hate in my gut 
that i would have to learn to [bad word] 

this is where i found out my gun 
was filled up with a hate that i loved 
the echo of a boy who won't [bad word] 

you are incredible 
i've seen you before and you don't even know 

you held me accountable 
i knew it before 
and it won't even show 

sift through the guards I take 
i’ve been wondering where I’ll go 
i’ve been fighting 

and when the clouds [bad word] me still 
i’ll be wondering where I’ll go 
and why I’m fighting