It's over and it's sweet as my life before you could have been 
I don't care, and I don't mind, and I don't see what the big [bad word] deal is 
Paint me so low, betray me again 

The Bottle is endless, and I am drowning once again 
I don't care, and I don't mind, and I don't see what the big [bad word] deal is 

I drink all night, I sleep all day, I cry all the time, and I waste away 
Sacrifice my thoughts, led my mind astray, all I felt isn't real, all I've seen is insane 
Life I knew is dead, my mind a cluttered mess, heart a thoughtless seed, tear it from my chest 
Poison stings my throat, poison dries my veins, sadness fills my head, and I waste away