My lines have all been [bad word] My red has turned to white, to white

Is this weakness in your eyes
Telling me that we're allies?
There's nothing left to hide

So give me a reason for me to surrender
And drop my defenses, and I'm on your side
And tell me your secrets 'cause I will believe them
For you I will lay down my will to fight
And I'm on your side

I am on your side
I'm praying for the end of day
And at your window I will wait
To watch you sleeping through the night, the night

And if I held you, would you break?
I the victim of my ways?
But I [bad word] away this time

So give me a reason for me to surrender
And drop my defenses, and I'm on your side
And tell me your secrets 'cause I will believe them
For you I will lay down my will to fight
And I'm on your side

There's no more battles to be won