Everytime I try (I try)
To read between the lines
I'm left wondering what I did so wrong
Everytime I try (I try)
Try to rationalize
When everyone went wrong why didn't we die?
Everytime I think about 
What it would be like without 
All the things you give to me

All these thoughts [bad word] through my head
Nothing to believe
Look back
Find the things I lost
There's nothing left there, so it seems

Up hill both ways
Nothing left to say, yeah
I don't know how I made it this far
I don't know how (don't know how)
I made it last this long (I made it this far)
I don't know why (don't know why)
I try

All these things keeps going through my head [bad word] through my head)
Don't know which way to turn (don't know which way to turn)
Each path 
Goes up hill both ways
Nothing but dust
Since I learned

Up hill both ways
Nothing left to say
I don't know how I made it this far
I don't know how (don't know how)
I made it last this long (I made it this far)
I don't know why (don't know why)
I try

Up hill 
Both ways
Nothing left to do now
I don't want nothing to see