and these words will live

I must confess old friend I helped to turn this upside down
no not anymore I wear this shameful crown
and I've been trying hard to get it right, but I can't cope
everyday another round of fate, loss, hope

dear friend, I left a piece of me
a piece I now reclaim, I now reclaim
It is [bad word] I seek not answers they proclaim

I give you everything I got
cause you're everything I'm not
I'm going down down down down 
I write this letter to the past
it is not the first nor last
I'm going down down down down 

now I can learn to live, will look as far as dreams may go
but no lies no anchors keep me down below

dear friend, I left a piece of me
a piece I now reclaim, I now reclaim
It is [bad word] I seek not answers they proclaim

I give you everything I got
cause you're everything I'm not
I'm going down down down down 
I write this letter to the past
it is not the first nor last
I'm going down down down down 

I got this letter from the past
It's not the first nor last
not the first nor last
even if this means the end of the life
we're holding so tight while it puts us to sleep at night
the ink has not yet dried

I give you everything I got
cause you're everything I'm not
I'm going down down down down 
I write this letter to the past
it is not the first nor last
I'm going down down down down 
I'm going down