The sum of my thoughts, as I look through
the bonds that we share, cannot be [bad word] 
The burden in my heart is heavy, too.
But what does this mean for me and you?

Now, who was the one that gave up first?
And who thought this love would ever last?
Nothing more, to aim for in the end,
Couldn't feel, what is real, but we can't pretend

What holds us still together, 
is a lie which lasts forever.

"If it's the [bad word]  let it show",
You say, but I don't know
The person in your eyes is just a coward
If we discuss the contract,
and once we interact,
I know that I would fall right into you again.

The sum of my thoughts, as I look through
the bonds that we share, cannot be [bad word] 
The burden in my heart is heavy, too.
But what does this mean for me and you?

(Now, who was the one that gave up first?
And who thought this love would ever last?
Nothing more, to aim for in the end,
Couldn't feel, what is real, but we can't pretend)

Can you erase my feelings,
Along with its fragile meanings?

"If it's the [bad word]  let it show",
You say, but I won't go
paralyzing fear is shaking me off.
All the Montblancs that taste sweet,
Are more than just a treat,
But yet I drown again and fall into your arms. 

That's right, you're here with me now,
But still you fade somehow,
and when will we [bad [bad word] that this is not the end...?

"If I only could destroy these ties which are filled with lies"

"If it's the [bad word]  let it show",
You say, but I don't know
The person in your eyes is just a coward
If we discuss the contract,
and once we interact,
I know that I would fall right into you again.

"If it's the [bad word]  let it show",
I say, but I don't know
The [bad word] is that I lied and I cannot return,
I walk this path on my own,
leaving you all alone,
The coward, that is me, is just a Montblanc...
Ah, Ah~

After it's all been said and done,
I realize you're not the one,
You push your heartbreak back on me,
And just like that I cannot breathe.