youre so surreal to me but 
youre the [bad word] i cant make up 
and whenever we [bad word] 
im on cloud 9 in love 

youre unreal youre like a 
celebrity to me 
a little bit closer to god 
a little royalty 
a little bit scary to touch 
a little cold to me 
so pretty and i feel 
ugly 

another level a step above 
a class act 
a golden aura that glows like 
a stack of cash 
a mere mortal to your 
bibical laugh 
a clear puddle 
when you smile like that 

when i talk about you it 
feels like writing a fanfic 
i guess youre just so perfect 
i know no one believes it 

a character that i write about 
on my tumblr 
a false idol i worship 
and i am humbler 
a name on a page 
and i am of age 
to be way too old 
for this imagining, rage 
ing hormones in my delusional brain 
i wish it would rain 
so that i have an excuse 
to just keep you and stay 
in bed all day 

and you would like it that way 
you would like anything i say