When you were here before, couldn't look you in the eye 
You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry 
You float like a feather in a beautiful world 
And I wish I was special, 
you're so [bad word] special 

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo 
What the [bad word] am I doing here? 
I don't belong here 

I don't care if it hurts, I want to have control 
I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul 
I want you to notice when I'm not around 
You're so [bad word] special, 
I wish I was special 

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo 
What the [bad word] am I doing here? 
I don't belong here 

O-oh, o-oh...  [bad word] out again  [bad word] out, [bad word]  [bad word]  ru-u- 
-u-un! [bad word] u-u-un!.. 

Whatever makes you happy, whatever you want 
You're so [bad word] special,