BETWEEN NOWHERE AND NEVER Pt. I

Aching pain pierces through my head 
My loneliness is the pay for the gift 
I was conferred by the gods 
After my endless wandering among people 

I wandered through the worlds 
Looked at the faces and tried to understand and find 
Any answers for the questions the chaos asks mere mortals 

Realization came to me in my prophetic dreams 

Breathers are [bad word] as 
They live in illusive worlds 
Creating ephemeral dales they are afraid of the doom 
They hide themselves in lots of empty dogmas and laws 
They eliminate this realm right here and right now 

They are stuck in the swamp of obscure ignorance 
Between nowhere and never 
Within the ice of ancestry mind 

The blizzard [bad word]  it will bring the pain you deserve 
And I hear screaming through the howling of wind 

Aching pain pierce through my head 
My loneliness is the pay for the gift 
I was conferred by the gods 

Oh, Lords of time 
Your damnation has [bad word] my gift 
To see the world in two colors 
Watching the life fades 

Sensing dark eternity of this dead silence
Far away from disgusting hypocrisy