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Forgive me, I shouldn't go so far away
Inside of me
I've built my hide here

Things you said has finally arrived to me
There's no way back
And there's nothing I fear

If I
Will turn back time
My memories
Will not be quiet to me

I'm trying [bad word] away
In hiding from my pain
If only I could take it all

Oh, please don't follow me
I'm loosing clarity

No, I've never thought about a halfway stop
I've never wasted my hope before
My heart was turned into stone

Forgive me
Forgive me
Forgive me
My fault

And I
I'm lost in time
My memories
Became so bright again

Everything's fall apart
I dont know where to start 
I want to wake but it's impossible

Oh, please don't fall with me
I'm loosing gravity

No, I've never thought about a halfway stop
I've never wasted my hope before
My heart was turned into stone

Forgive me
Forgive me
Forgive me
My fault

Forgive me
Don't push me
Forgive me
I know you feel what I do