I've been having trouble sleeping 
I've been having nightmares for weeks 
the same one again and again 
I should know how this ends 
with a knife in my chest cutting deep 
all this time that I spent thinking of the next day 
wasn't time that I was spending in the best way 
sometimes I wonder what’s going on in my head 
and other times I think I might as well stay in bed 
Another sleepless night but I can’t make a change 
I can’t last another day I’m falling apart 
Another sleepless night I’m gonna make a change 
I can’t last another day 
I’ll take a good hard look around at this overwhelming process of aging 
and take a second chance to pull myself off the ground 
just a slightly better version of the person I used to be. 
And yea some things they really need to be figured out 
so I’ll travel down that broken road 
and I’ll hate to say that I told you so 
but hesitations the breeding ground of fear and doubt 
my voice is like a pessimist and I can’t afford to start listening 
maybe its not fair at all life is just a path you choose 
t just shows you don’t care at all and you've got everything to lose 
maybe it means more to me to escape my solitude 
look around and then you’ll see that you've got everything to lose 
Let’s set this straight the time to talk is over 
you can’t disguise yourself anymore 
circles [bad word] seem so [bad word] 
you need to pull yourself off of the floor 
I don’t know what it means to end the day 
and fear the next [bad word] 
I just know that for things to stay the same you’ll be the one who’s nothing.