Sometimes I like to play a god
And I put needles in my skin
But underneath [bad word] mind
I feel your touch I taste your lips

And that's my sentence
That is my pain
What I can take
To stay awake
Hallucinations...
All washed away
This endless torture
sober day

Sometimes I play a god
And I've got poison in my blood
No more illusions, no need to pray
I am a monster, I have no shame

And that's my glory
I'm looking for
little needles
In my soul
Transcending feelings
There is no more
My only self
Worth dying for