Last night I lost control
Last night I lost control
Dreamt of dying
Died a thousand times.

So many different deaths
Smiling at me Caressing me Promising delight

Last night I lost control
Thought my shells were strong enough.

So many different deaths
Making love to me,
Sucking me,
granting delight.

And my sperm [bad word] like honey
dripping from distance,
blessing the earth, sweet as a new womb.

Death is gone, life is gone, the shells reform