[bad word] 

Broken dreams I’ll follow mine 
To the end of my borrowed time 
I’ve been walking down this road too long

Got my bags packed and I hit the door 
Then I make a stop at the liquor store 
Cause my will is weak but my whiskey is strong

[Verse 1]

Yeah, through the fights, drama, and heartbreak yeah the winter is cold 
I put my faith in the forgiveness every sinner is owed 
Flashback when we was teens just beginning the road 
Before the lights, camera, and action and the glittering gold 
Before the ‘caine spots, before the overdoses and aimed Glocks 
Before my name popped, before the Navigator raindrops 
Before I started back with the bad habits I can’t stop 
I said I’d keep going, told you I can’t stop 
And that’s what made me who I am but it did us in 
You can never see through the clouds my head is in 
I was sick and got addicted to my medicine 
I was a prick, I kept on kicking till they let us in 
And once they let me in the door it was war 
With the world I was sure couldn’t go back to before 
Ever since we were kids they said we shouldn’t mix 
And at the end we broke something that we couldn’t fix
 [bad word] 

Broken dreams I’ll follow mine 
To the end of my borrowed time 
I’ve been walking down this road too long

Got my bags packed and I hit the door 
Then I make a stop at the liquor store 
Cause my will is weak but my whiskey is strong

And it all just slips away

[Verse 2]

I’m a man among boys that avoid their own [bad word] 
Always down to hang out, afraid of their own noose 
No phone booth, can’t change an ugly face 
Tough stand tall then we duck when we gotta chase 
Making up excuses but it’s all useless 
When I blame you for the damage that my youth did 
Throwing up the deuces, easier [bad word] away 
Knowing that the rain’s always followed by a sunny day 
But a vaca’s just a break from reality 
Chasing a fallacy back then you’re mad at me 
Casually acting like we don’t see the elephant 
In the room but our friends all see the [bad word] we been through 
And we know a [bad word] is irrelevant 
Rip my heart out of my body, there’s still a skeleton 
My skull and bones represent a throne 
I’mma stand strong when I move on, holla at me
 [bad word] 

Broken dreams I’ll follow mine 
To the end of my borrowed time 
I’ve been walking down this road too long

Got my bags packed and I hit the door 
Then I make a stop at the liquor store 
Cause my will is weak but my whiskey is strong

And it all just slips away

[Verse 3]

I used to have nothing at all but my word and my balls 
It’s the same thing that took me from nothing dog 
All around the globe till they asked what the f**k is wrong 
What’s wrong is everything is real in these [bad word] songs 
Sometimes I was it was an image to hop out of 
And back into, maybe a gimmick to rock crowds with 
But it’s all the [bad word] and it’s something I’m not proud of 
Everything I’ve done but I can’t just opt out of 
The pain I have caused, the ‘caine, the chopped powder 
The blame belongs to me, this game is not ours though 
Maybe from the dirt then the flowers grow 
Up amongst the weeds since a youngster greed 
Agreed with every need that I need and so the speed 
Will eventually just not be fast enough for me 
It’s kind of crazy, once upon a time I was just my momma’s baby 
Look at how this ice cold winter when it made me 
When it when it gave me icy cold demeanour, ? meaner 
Wifey throws me out, I love her, I need her 
What else can I do except go drink another liter? 
I’m not a follower, I’ve always been a leader 
I wish I had some inspirational speech to read you 
But I don’t, I’m just a failure 
Worshipped like I’m Jesus by some but look at this cross I’m nailed to
 [bad word] 

Broken dreams I’ll follow mine 
To the end of my borrowed time 
I’ve been walking down this road too long

Got my