Here I am unseen, unheard 
I just left behind the world 
With my memories and fears 
Locked in my own stream of time 
I can feel things passing by 
I can see all but I'm not here 

There is nothing more to gain 
No more pleasure, no more pain 
Only aloofness and ennui 
No more colors, no more taste, 
Only rest of life to waste 
Slowly falling from the acme 

I am used to live this way 
I'm just spending day by day 
Doing little things for no one 
Yellow dusk and icy stars 
Treacherous weakness, hidden scars 
That's the only world I know now 

But a part of inner self 
Still awaits for something else 
And keeps trying to arise 
But its an unequal [bad word] 
Direct threat and dirty juggle 
Always force it to remise 

Then thirst rises up again 
Then thirst rises up again 
Maelstrom's in the sky 
That's engulfs my mind 
There's thirst rises up again 

When I slake my deadly thirst 
All around drowns in the mist 
And [bad word] for a moment 
I can spread my withered wings 
I can cope with anything 
I'm a god until next morning 

And [bad word] delusively free 
Canopy of dying trees 
Covers me from hostile glares 
I have just the rest of night 
To forget my constant blight 
‘till the sunlight brings despair 

Then thirst rises up again 
Then thirst rises up again 
Maelstrom's in the sky 
Dead soul last desire 

Is this the occasion 
To make the self donation? 
The gates are open wide for a slave. 

I spurn this path 
I have my pride and wrath 
Another golden way I pave 

I don't cry 
See my grin 
Here I am 
to stay in 

"You haven't got a place among the living 
You are not [bad word] in this world 
Your mistakes are not forgiven" 
Said me the the angel with flaming sword 

You don't care about me 
So I will never beg you 
I'll just take the place that's mine 

Deny me, betray me 
I spit upon your favour 
I won't remain inside this shrine 

There's the world we maintain 
I'm a link of that chain 

"Son of a [bad word]  next time try harder 
But anyway now we are done 
Trees are like horsemen in your garden 
Leave with them before the dawn" 

Then thirst rises up again 
There's thirst rises up again 
Maelstrom's in the sky 
prolonged dying 
There's thirst rises up again