It feels like you're so far away and I am empty without you, 
We can never be safe again... 
Set my heart on this, Pull me up 
Chose this life, I can not keeping holding on..

I try to be the best I can for myself, 
In the end you wont be there for me 
You wont be there for me 
Again and again I sacrifice myself for you, What can I do? 
Everything around me is falling apart and I feel so empty 
But one day everything will be different

This time things will change.. 
Everything that makes you smile makes me [bad word] sick, 
Everything we had is dead... 
I hope you die alone... 
You are [bad word] worthless, I will bury you