you can not to sleep.
unable to breathe.
you look in the gap.
but he somewhere there.
he too far away.
and without him.
incredibly lonely.
no one is ahead.

and seeing endwise
you can see the moon
and  request to it 
to fulfill the dream:
to see only him.
to touch with his hand
to snuggle to him,
 [bad word] a single fleck

be with you.
hear the sound of the heart.
together  to leave
from everyone.
be with you
I wish I