I'd love to hate you and I hate to say good bye
Although it's real I've been living in a lie
The more I know the more I hate
I have [bad word] I deceive myself
It's like necking with a gun

For this time I start to realize that Life's a [bad word] She hits you in the face and gives the tender Judas kiss
Every thought is like salt in my wounds
Until they're scarred I think she's bothering you too

In a different place
No expectations just our will
I am losing you pace by pace
You're beyond beautiful

In a different place
No expectations just our will
When I look at your perfect face
You're beyond beautiful

I hate to love you but I do I can't deny
I found myself by losing you in bitter lies
It's 5 past 12 maybe I was still too young
I will hurt myself by hurting you on my [bad word] 
In a different place
No expectations just our will
For the last time your perfect face
Pale and dead

When I carry you to your grave
You're beyond beautiful