[bad word] up
I made a mistake
Nobody does it better than myself

I'm sorry
I'm not afraid to say
I wish I could take you back but I can't

I'm so ashamed
You're in so much pain
I blamed you when things didn't go my way

If I didn't, you'd be here
If I didn't fight back, I'd have no fear
If I took another path, things would be different
But they're not

I coulda just kept my big mouth closed
I coulda just done what I was told
Maybe I shoulda turned silver into gold
But in front of you, I was cold

I [bad word] up
I made a mistake
Nobody does it better than myself

I'm sorry
I'm not afraid to say
I wish I could take you back but I can't

I thought we had it all
You brought out the best in me
And somehow I destroyed the perfect dream

I thought we were [bad word] I never imagined we could fall
You wanna know how to make God laugh
Tell him your plans

We coulda bought a house with a swimming pool
Fill it up with warmers, it would be so cool
Coulda gone by the stallions in the country sides
With a pack of Great Danes, racing eye to eye.

We coulda toured the world in a private [bad word] naked on the beach all soaking wet
We coulda climbed the mountains in a perfect sunlight
Written our names across the sky.

We coulda gotten [bad word] and driven on the Autobahn
We coulda got ourselves arrested in Sal de Mar
We coulda lived life crazy ’til the day we die
Instead I made you cry

I [bad word] up
I made a mistake
Nobody does it better than myself

I'm sorry
Je suis désolé
I wish I could take you back but I can't

I [bad word] up
I made a mistake
Nobody does it better than myself

I'm sorry
I'm not ashamed to say
I wish I could have you back maybe one day or not