Tell me what to say 
And lead me through the shadows
Show me the escape
Where you go I will follow

I left behind 
All that I used to be
So that you'd stay with me
And you've [bad word] 
Everything that I need
For my sanity

How can something so enticing 
Have such awful side effects? 
All the itching and the scratching
from withdrawal keeps me out of check

I AM FIXATED 
ON ALL OF THE THINGS 
WE WERE TOGETHER... 
BUT THOSE ARE FRAGMENTS 
THAT ARE BETTER OFF
LOST FOREVER 

I'm falling apart piece by piece 
To shards of what you have made me
But I've risen above all I've [bad word] 
Turned from the pain I was trained to love

I left behind 
All that I used to be
But this time
I did it for me
And you were
Everything I needed
To set we free 

If I cut the strings 
That held me hostage
Would I fall and shatter?
If that's what it takes 
To breathe again then
Would it even MATTER? 

How can something so enticing
Have such awful side effects? 
All the itching and the scratching
From withdrawal keeps me out of check

I am fixated  on all of the things
we were together...
But those are fragments 
That are better off lost...

And just

HOW CAN SOMETHING SO ENTICING 
HAVE SUCH AWFUL SIDE EFFECTS? 
ALL THE ITCHING AND THE SCRATCHING
FROM WITHDRAWAL KEEPS ME OUT OF CHECK
I AM FIXATED 
ON ALL OF THE THINGS 
WE WERE TOGETHER... 
BUT THOSE ARE FRAGMENTS 
THAT ARE BETTER OFF
LOST FOREVER!!