The mind cannot dominate
When all my logic is erased.
If you repeat the same mistakes.
The soul will never alleviate . [bad word] against time to make ends meet.
Arguments invalid.
It’s highly dysfunctional you see.
In full retrospect.

I won’t accept the [bad word] 
Rotting in the weaker side of me.
For all my wounds to be healed,
I concede to the greater part of me.

The perfect embodiment,
My inner victim.
Let all the flaws regress,
With mind in balance.

As far as stories go we’re a wicked fairytale.
The bumps and twists too rough to settle for a lesser deal.
Threw the weight on granted terms to hide my worst downfall.
lesson well earned, the unexpected [bad word] 

I won’t accept the [bad word] 
Rotting in the weaker side of me.
For all my wounds to be healed,
I concede to the greater part of me.
 [bad word] opposites collide.
In this fragment of an entity.
I am one, forever [bad word] 
Imprisoned in my own defeat.

My reflection, mortal challenge sinks
In the depths of regret.
Failure to consent, no will to fight.
In full retrospect. [bad word] against time to make ends meet.
Arguments invalid.
It’s highly dysfunctional you see.
In full retrospect.