When the leaves start changing
And the sun stops shining
I think about yesterday
Beat myself up inside and wonder why
Same mistakes all over again
I think that it's time to say goodbye

Memories of better days
Adventures still [bad word] Kiss the warmth goodbye
Close my eyes
Break away all ties
Plunge into wonder and blunder
Down a bottle of wine
It'll be just fine

Fuzzy nights and foggy memories
Of love, tears, lust and 

Got to love the excitement of what if
Don't need answers to my questions anyway
I enjoy the unknown shades of grey
Watching you walk away

Don't want to be by myself
Don't want to sulk in my solitude
Trying to stand on my own two feet
Stop wearing my heart on my sleeve
My impulses seem out of control
My fears greater than I've ever known
Shake it all off and look the other way
Hide it deep enough and it will go away

More distress and feelings of disarray
Take another swig It'll be okay