I watched your soul fly through your chest,
Like eight million cardinals.
Red as blood. Like the kind [bad word] through my veins,
And it [bad word] for you.
And it [bad word] for you.
So, feel my pulse, that breath, you're breathing out of me.

Bury me alive. I knew you would.
Keep it all inside, like you're told to.

I'm so glad that we didn't live to see this day,
Because it's so unlike you to act this way.
I've learned through time, to keep it all inside.
The things I want to say won't matter anyway.

And now I never feel like I belong,
Anywhere, ever since you left me buried in regret.
Neck deep in what I wish I could forget.
Neck deep in what I wish I could forget.

Bury me alive, I knew you would.
Keep it all inside like you're told to.

I'm so glad that we didn't live to see this day,
Because it's so unlike you to act this way.
I've learned through time, to keep it all inside.
The things I want to say won't matter anyway.
I don't matter anyway.

I wish I could forget.