I just woke up from a dream 
Cause It felt like I was falling 
Out of the sky, my eyes open 
To what I left behind 
My walls, my shame, my lies, my thoughts 
The same 
Ceiling I was staring at before I fell asleep 
Now I'm wide awake, I reach for a cigarette 
To calm this little mess in my head 
Get no rest till death 
Though, I tip toe round my thoughts 
I know are lethal 
The words they now flow, out of my mouth 
And how they go 

Oh holy father 
Forgive me for my sins 
Oh father father, I'm kneeling down again 

Oh father [bad word] that 
I'm not begging like your [bad word] 
So grant me peace now 
I believe I'm in your form 
Oh Holy father, forgive me for my sins 
Oh father father 
Father [bad word] 

Why am I awake 
Why am I ashamed 
Why am I alive 
Why cant I just say 
All the things [bad word] through my head on the daily 
I'm failing I'm lonely, I [bad word] hate everybody 
I'm Looking at the ceiling like your face is painted on it 
And I don't even believe in you 
I think you're [bad word] phony 
I woke up from a dream 
To my life again 
And now I'm stuck between, My mind and sleep again 

Oh holy father 
Forgive me for my sins 

Oh father father, I'm kneeling down again 

Oh father [bad word] that 
I'm not begging like your [bad word] 
So grant me peace now 
I believe I'm in your form 
Holy father, forgive me for my sins 
Oh father father 
Father [bad word] 
Now I'm staring at the ceiling 
Looking for a reason 
That people tell me life is more than meets the eye 
Forsake you, screaming I hate you 
To try to bait you in to showing me 
That I'm staring at the ceiling 
For a reason 
Cause people tell me life 
Is more than meets the eye 
Forsake you, screaming I hate you 
Try to bait you into showing me 
That I'm wrong….. 

Gotta talk out loud sometimes 
To keep myself from goin out of my mind 
In a night I don't know if I care about a thing 
But sleep is gone and its just me 
Gotta scream with all my might 
Gotta breath, gotta lean on something 
Other than me 
I search, but I just got me 

Now I'm staring at the ceiling 
Looking for a reason 
That people tell me life is more than meets the eye 
Forsake you, screaming I hate you 
To try to bait you in to showing me 
That I'm staring at the ceiling 
For a reason 
Cause people tell me life 
Is more than meets the eye 
Forsake you, screaming I hate you 
Try to bait you into showing me