[bad word] on the right side of my head
 small incision shortly after I am dead
 Manic depression slowly draining from my bed
 [bad word] on the right side of my head

 Your blank smile
 My blank smile
 Your blank smile

 You [bad word] me off, when I am feeling fine.
 You knock me down, when I am feeling high.

 [bad word] on the right side of my head
 Alcohol will not even begin to kick in
 I won’t let depression creep back into my bed
 That small incision closed up, because I am not dead.

 There’s something that I wanted to say to you, 
 but it’s something that you wouldn’t do.
 (you) said there’s something that you wanted to say to me too,
 but it’s something that I wouldn’t do for you.

 You wouldn’t know!