I'm dreaming of a life
That we used to lead
We'll never live again

I'm swallowing knives
Make the heart bleed
I won't do that again
Promise it

I'm dreaming of a time
When I shouldn't be
Because I'm here again
I'm swallowing knives
Failing my needs

I can't believe I always end up this way when you're around

I see through, everything
I see through, everything

I don't believe that I
Could ever get by
With all the [bad word] I'm in

I'm dreaming of a life
The one that could have been

I can't believe I always end up this way when you're around

I see through, everything
And now I'm swallowing knives
And now I'm swallowing knives
And now I'm swallowing knives 
And now I'm swallowing knives